hatred, angry, frustrated, emo, moody, im-ba, sad....

so many feeling n looking can describe me this little lonely man =)
actually this coming sunday would be the happiest day in this year, bt....
things sometimes didn't side me, everything still need to follow LORD instructions... bcoz i can't make the fate ='( SPM coming, the end of the day [i thk so] also approaching us~ can meet with u all was my pleasure, can't see u all my my sadness.... why i always can't make my schedule run smoothly? always gt somethings uneven make my planning to fail?? ISH!!

SAD SAD SAD

why the Cindy wasn't the Cindy that i expected? [i really hate u for ruined the name, AH!!!] although i hate no power to care abt the name, bt u really make me on FIRE~ PIAK PIAK PIAK!! y u must use the name cindy leh? #@@#%$&*#@$#$ really really disppointed you are not the REAL cindy that i'm searching CURRENTLY... i thk she also didn't on9 for a long long period, msn also she didn't on[or mayb she already blocked me? i dun like ppl block me or ignore me ='( ]

hope gt ppl come on this coming Sunday ^^
wait u all!

很明显，我在乎你。。。 实实在在的在乎，但有用吗？ 没有~ 心动没有行动等于零蛋！我很想很想偏他, 为什么？ 理由很简单，他难看 =) 难看有罪吗？没有。。。。 才怪! 有人叫我冷静，我办不到。。。 为什么？？ 他明明就很讨人厌，没办法~
很想哭，但有用吗？ 哭不会改变事实，只会让人更瞧不起你
我不爽有人的目标和我一样。。。 所谓近水楼台先得月，向阳花木易为春。。 听过吗?
快者幸福，慢者流泪; 我承认我是个很胆小的人，尤其是对感情的事就更加的没用！！

她，是个女强人。。。 很强，很敢
有了段很纯粹平凡的初恋，没多久就分了。。。 有意识吗？
有人说勉强的感情越早分越好，没必要持续来互相摩擦。。。互相伤害~
也有人说感情可以慢慢培养，没有百分百的人，只要是真心，一切都能忍 ^^ 我很佩服你们，但。。。 如果真的相处不来，分了，你们会怪谁？ 怪他？ 她？还是他们？ 谁是受害者？ 受害的就明明是你，你又想害到别人也受伤害。。。 别人不赞同你的做法，你就恨他。。。 还要叫别人一起恨， 你是什么人？ 相个女强人吗？都不会理解别人，只会感情用事。。。 差！！！别人也有权利选择不听你的，你能怪他们吗？ 他们通通听你的你就觉得他们对吗？还是你不认你错了？你怎么那么没脑？用用脑经！！ 不对了人家好心劝你，你还不知道，反而翻过来咬他 T.T 你知道他有多伤吗？你伤了他的心。。。你都不知道，你只是觉得人家不够了解你。。。 而已！ 但可惜你也没回头看看你了解多少个人 ='( 不说了~~ 我知道你冷静了就会没事，所以我没跟你计较。。

她。。。早就不属于我。。。 但为什么我还是不舍得把她让了呢？ 自私的我。。 聪明的我。。。 爱能一人一半的吗？不！
可是当我看到你们我就很火。。。 不懂 =)











[气人说气话，别放在心上 ^^]

我还记得我们第一次的相遇是在我哥的大学里。。。你给我的第一个影像就是。。。。 YER!! 你的外表并不是很好看，我哥就觉得你很可怜就收留你 =) 虽然你的外衣早已不在，剩的只是你的皮，但那也不成我们不照顾你的理由。日旧生情，久而久之，对你有种莫名的关怀和温情。。 变成更疼你，因为你让我看见我那遥远的梦 ‘灌蓝!!!!’ 你的出现，让我再次让我燃烧着我的梦，再次出发！！外表平凡无几的你，不懂你的人绝不会明白你的内涵有多深，有多宽~
不知不觉，认识你已有两年多，你默默付出我都看得见我只是不知如何报答你 ='( 每一次你受到折磨，你都毫无想报仇的意识，你只要看到我开心你就会开心。。。每次跟你在一起我都很自足，尤其是我成功的时候，你是第一个送我祝福的人！！ 谢谢你！

可是。。。。。 今天你却离我而去 =( 为何？ 为什么那些人要那么的残忍？分开我们如水的友情？ 为什么？？？？！！！！ 呜呜~~ 他们趁我不在你的身旁时夺走了你！ 太残忍了。。。。 好过分！！ 我对不起你，我没能保护你，我没能保证你的安全。。。 你能原谅我吗？会吗？有人说旧的不去，新的不来。。 我却觉得旧的一旦去了，新的就不能补偿。。







我可爱的篮球，保重 ='(

who cares the first term test? -.- [except the really bookworms]
anyway, i don't like my mum to control me via my results!!! ****
s i know her such a long long time,she really love me but i think it's a bit overwhelmed >.< actually my house still got one BIG OBSTACLE that control every thing [just like the main capital of my family] whenever want go out or what, must get permission from her -.- she is the QUEEN [yawn...]
the word 'freedom' actually got a hidden meaning, i hope i can get freedom one day.... i hope the day will reach soon ^^ tis morning my mum told me to don't go anywhere, she says my result so bad this time, better at home study
Study.. study....study.... i also wader why my result so 'GODlike' >.< it's very unbelievable! i hate someone who don't know how to 知足常乐, n also whenever they got the result they think lose many ppl, they will just deny they got study
WTF!!! i hate u all, no matter who are u, u all just bastard! if u don't want to respect the marks, at least u respect yourself! i know it is a shame to get such result, but u at least must respect it, right? not saying tat when u gt 70+, u will say u didn't study at all n then laugh... "laugh lu keon...***" u really make me ki TL u know? dun show me your results la, although u won me a lot, but u lose to yourself. bad results not a result? bad results no need hard work? is tat so easy to get bad result?[special case] no way! as you all know what skul is this, kia su's school so whenever it is a test or exam we also will work hard for it, for example, wake up early to study, do exercises n so on... u saw? NO u just will say we didn't study n just know how to ENJOY yourself... walao! u blind hor? u analyze us baes on our results, did u heard that result doesn't mean every thing? i know it means a lot to you because you dunwan to lose you face, so u want to push us to limit a.k.a put a lot of heavyweight bags on us n ask us to run, i know u just will feel thirsty whereas we will die~ i admit my result like a piece of 'cake', but it won't break my soul to continue my challenging future ^^

y u don't believe me? scare i turn into a bad leaf? DAMMIT!
i think you will just shut up [for awhile] when i show u the result -.-
they aren't bad, although they not the IDEAL friends tat u can expected, whereas they worth priceless to me =)
u won't understand the feeling gt a group of friends that can enjoy ourselves during study, perli-ing, chit-chatting and outing... [ENJOY!!]
only clever friends can join?? some okay bt nt all clever are relevant!
i hate u when say they are bad n only will bring trouble to me, when i'm down n lose my direction, they bring me back, they bring me ALIVE~
u? also will courage me some times, bt most of the time just now hw to guide me like young baby n pressure me like HELL =.=
EH HELLO! i'm nt small ok? i noe hw to thk! i dun like been guide like child, i hate the feeling.... it just like ppl with down syndrome n retarded duno their ways n needed ppl to guide them
>.< HATE!!!!!

hope u will understand me one day, i hope the day is tomorrow =)

y u don't believe me? scare i turn into a bad leaf? DAMMIT!
i think you will just shut up [for awhile] when i shown u the result -.-

最近有很多事发生呢。。。 本身，朋友。。。lovy，你的问题怎样了？决绝了吗？还是暂时冷漠了？自从你有了新对象之后，我相信我们都没像以前那样吧？呵呵~ 各忙各的，很少谈天了 ='( 距离越来越远了！！ 身边的朋友问题也越来越多，不知所措 >.< 要帮他们又没时间，看到他们受苦，很难过很难过... 感情，学业，私人事情等。 让我感觉到很烦，可能是自己想太多了 =( 想如果同样的事情发生在我的身上时，我该怎么办？？？？ 你没回我的信，很明显你一把我当陌生人[伤心呢] 我会想你的 =)

咳！！ 考试考试~ 今天的add.math不会！！！ 呜呜~~ 这次的考试是我的老师出的，出考题也不讲一声 -.- 讨厌你！！ 还以为能100%，希望越大，失望越大 ='( 要拼了！！！ 全级第五名和第六名的在我的班，很压力。
林伟良，你不要成为最后，要向他们看齐哦，不要放弃！！！！！！！ 加油！