tis few days really dun hav anythg special event happened so i didn't update ^^
bt gt ppl complain le, so need to update lo~~ >.<
my activity 4 tis few days just slp n slp n slp ^^
just like a pig bt cannot say so pun bcoz i still gt go exercise to keep fit =P
as my leg nt in good condition to do certain exercise, so i just go to basketball n jogging only =)
really sien!!
since holiday start ttn le Zzz....
form 5~ haiz..
2mr lagi die, 2 ttn [morning n nite]
then evening still go to QB skate ><
my mum keep on asking me to postpone to another day bt i dunwan,
so 2mr i thk it should be very exciting bcoz my schedule is fully booked xD
i hate my life empty T.T
life won't be exciting if there are nothing to do [waste time]
life must have something to do only we won't feel bored n sleepy
holiday still left abt 1 month only =X
time passed really fast, yet nothing will last forever
ytd me n my sis go jogging, she was very proud bcoz she says tat she already run 4 abt 1 hour, bt she walk 80% ~.~
haha~~
ok lah, really nothing to say mayb after 2mr ka gt 'sampah' to write le ^^

adios! miss ^^

let's talk about Wednesday,
2day near my place gt a huge huge compound which can held a function called - - - - pasar malam xD
then Wednesday evening planning to go to pasar malam wif qi n ling @.@
firstly i saw qi, n her friend lee lin [she is my primary friend as well ^^]
quite shock when saw lee lin chatting wif tat stupid qi
i though lee lin just pass by bt it wasn't
lee lin follow us walk the whole pasar malam Zzz..
haha... ZSD
during the whole 'adventure', i thk qi is the most bz 1 xD
coz she need to communicate with 3 ppl at the same time [ling, lee lin n me]
as u noe, i dun really regconise lee lin n ling
so i had a very very less talk wif them >.< [sry]
then finally i saw someone noe hw to walk le!!! she didn't like last time just noe hw to stand
hahaha.....
lee lin, qi n ling bought rubiks [i afraid they duno hw to do lo =X]
i wonder whether lee lin also rubiks' fans @.@
bcoz she also bought the rubik's cube
n tat bz qi keep on talking talking n talking =D
her mouth cannot 'suan' 1, holiao ^^
she stepped on my sandal!!
nt only once, bt twice ISH~
then ko keep on bully me, piak..... me -.-
i noe y her bro keep on his silent mode at the back, i thk the most probably is cause by his little 'cute' sis, wakakaka... [liang: 'qi, dun bully ur bro liao!! =P']
so we just hav very less conversations along our 'vacation' >.<
we dismissed abt 9pm ^^

2day ntg special also =(
actually go out wif someone de, suddenly canceled
HAIZ~!~!
coz by her privacy problems @.@
omg! this coming thursday going to take the motor khusus
duno hw to face this situation [Zz...]
bt hope can complete my motor n take the 'P' ASAP ^^
GOSH! so bored at home -.-
i wish i can realize some 'wishes' in my wish-list ^^
haha...
this holiday i thk is the most bz holidays 4 me
bcoz i need to care so many thgs >.<
pattern competition next year, gathering, sport, meeting, motor, privacy?
ALL! ish~

bt luckily i gt a group of friends can chat with me everyday ^^
thx~~

i thk ntg special le la, wish me good luck in this coming thursday ^^
bye~~ mis

2day i woke up at about 4.50am ^^
i thk is bcoz the penang bridge marathon gua~~ haha...
on our way to QB, me n my bro saw an accident
a Vios kena langgar, haiz.... it's head bcome 'ba pia' xD
then we 'lap' abt 80km/h n arrive Eastin Hotel
after we arrived the Eastin Hotel
the first thing i saw is Jin Qi n her friends
haha!! bcoz running out of time, so just waves n smile to them only ^^
me n my bro like sohai go find the register eh point -.- haha~
then after tat only we noe Fun run no need register de -.-
ARGH!! y so many ppl de >.<
i can't even see my friends around, just saw phaik ling n peter only ^^
hehex.... bt didn't see stupid Qi them =(
at the beginning i can't even run -.-
bcoz gt too much ppl in front me !! [pek chek]
then wasted 2 mins at thr @.@
after finished my fun run, oredy 51mins haha!
tired~~ =(
then go find my friends chat nonsense n some lame things
abt 10.30m+ only went bek
then jiu slp dao 3pm

haha... 2day really happy + tired ^^
hope next time can join half run bah~~

tc all~ miz!

我的粗心让你心疼了，对不起~
可是我不懂当我在单恋的状况时，你察觉到吗？
那段感觉漫延了差不多一年吧~ 哈哈。。。
人是你的那一天，我相信我和你都会记得 ^^
那是在某某年的日本鬼节
你和我都呆在家上网呢~
那时我第一天认识你，那使得我们已经有很多话题了。。。 不懂为什么
当天的你好象很没心情，不知道是不是和男友吵架了？还是为了私事。。。
我当时还在想，那是不是老天派给我让我解闷的人啊？ 不懂。。。
聊着聊着~时间过得特别快！一聊就聊到了深夜
还记得我想她要电话时，她千吩咐万吩咐我不许给别人她的电话号码。。。。
她。。真得很特别
这莫名其妙的感觉，我也不懂从哪里飞入我的心囊
过后我也时时刻刻得想着她，难道我动了真情？
一天比一天的更认识对方，她也换了男友
在我从那一晚认识她到现在，我想也有3~4次吧？
而每次你有心事就会来找我 ^^
我也很有耐心的慢慢揭开你心中已打结了的线。。。
我不想看到你伤心难过的样子
还有一次在某某活动的时候，无意中看到了你跟他。。。。。
我当时的感受我无法用语言来形容它。。
过几个月后，她又跟我讲她跟他分了手 =.=
我听了更不知所措，只有好好的安慰她， 叫她别在伤心了，为了那个臭男人而掉泪很不值得
他问了我一句很难回答的问题，“我是不是很傻？”
我当时就告诉她她并不傻，听见她哭泣的声音，我不想再次刺激她
可是我是很想叫她别碰感情的关系了，每一次伤的都只不过是自己，值得吗？
不止她难过，她身边的人也会遭殃
也是那番话我从不说出口，因为不懂该如何开口 >.<
看见她一次又一次的被伤害， 我的心好疼呀~~
一年的时间并不长
每一次她被抛弃时我都不停的告诉自己，我要给她幸福
但。。。。
“there is nothing will last forever”
就在那某一次，
我决定把她当成很好很好的朋友而已
[你应该知道我讲的是在某时某日]
当时的我决定不管她。。。让她一个人
也决定一刀两断！
我想了很久。。。终于做了一个决定
那就是把她当朋友的关系对待
她跟她过得很好，我也在另一边默默地观察着
到底他是不是对她认真的
在fs的留言箱里也看到了‘我爱你’，‘我想你’ 之类的东东。。。
可是那就是真情吗？那就是个诺言吗？ 不是！！
过了不久，她又被他抛弃了
我当时就很恨那个他，骗了别人个感情
真是个没用的家伙！！！！！ 在学校看到他也闷！
她也好像没脸看我，
我还记得他跟她刚刚开始时，他跟我说他们只是普通朋友 =.=
我就笑笑的望着他微笑，没说什么
因为我知道他的人格，有playboy的外号
我也搞不懂为什么她会接受回他。。 不明白~~
我知道她知道的。。 可是就遍遍又要跟他在一起
她让我彻底的绝望，不想别人不开朗的她，愿意牺牲自己也不想辜负别人
之后的她也没什么特别，过得很好
那就好了，我不想有什么事情发身在她的身上
我曾经喜欢过她，可是她一次又一次的让我对她失去信心
虽然我不再把她当成宝贝，可是我还是会尽心尽力的去帮助她
只要她肯开口，我都会帮。。
她。。也让我发觉感情是多么的矛盾和复杂
谢谢你 ^^
你让我更了解什么叫爱，什么叫放手和什么叫伤。。。
真的很谢谢你！！
我们还会是很好的朋友，我不会放下你不理不睬
真的~~~
你的每一天都要过得很精彩，很充实！才不会让我操心~
没有的话我会很难过的哦~~ 哈哈。。。
Lovy, 你会找到你的白马王子的，
让他帮你戴上玻璃鞋， 走完你个一生。。
我相信，你也要对自己有信心，好吗？
一起努力创造奇迹，创造更美好的未来。。
加油加油！！！
[不要忘记要让自己活得精彩哦]

=)

my modern math afraid cannot gt A >.<
last question worth 12 marks, n i lost it -.-
sad sad... wat a stupid careless mistaken i have done.....
exam still left 1 last day ^^

happy dao!!

so 2day just make it short+simple ^^
adios~

after 2day still gt 2 days more >.<
reli hope the final can over ASAP!!
ARGH!! 2day 全军覆没。。 BC paper 2 dead! yet Bio dead =.=
WALAO~!!!! nt worth 4 me to wake up so early to study Zzz....
haiz... just pray hard ^^

2day must 'kill' all!!
modern math n BM paper 2
i can't drop tis 2 subjects anymore ><
i must get GOOD RESULT!

wish me good luck =P
tata~~ miss...

2daya moral n physics
as u all know, moral noe bt physics duno　　＞。＜
the stupid physics duno y study ler still duno -.-
abt the section B, essay part
i can only write as many as i can ^^
my physics teacher came in during we took our physics paper,
when i ask a sheet of paper from her, she saw my words then tell me duno write too long as she lazy to see =.=
WALAO!! i just ignored her n continue my essay =P
at least i have done my physics paper yet still left modern math, bio, BC paper 2, BM paper 2 n BI paper 1 =.=
seems many ya... haha~

2mr bio, scare ~.~
gtg nw!
tata~ miss...

finally my grading was over ^^
i 气喘如牛， 上气接不住下气 haha!
bt luckily i manage to accomplish my grading successfully~~ hehex...
after finished the grading, i felt very proud =D
i finally can bravely took my test 2day n hope i can pass [cheer]
although i still gt abit silly mistakes there, mayb it's too nervous =P

after the grading 就 go visit windy
just go there borrow some exam paper frm her, she so kind nia, lend me xD
[i hope i won't affect her her agony of her dream] HAA~~
after returned to home, my mum ask me whether gt injured anot? haha...
2day duno y i did it! i make other ppl injured using my elbow =P [sry bro~]
actually he is an indian guy, he id quite a good fighter i guess~~
HEHEX...
he also my partner during '1 step sparling' ^^
hope he will successfully complete his red 2~~

better continue my physics as 2mr still gt exam TT
tata~~

y scary? bcoz 2day is the GRADING day >.<
n 2day is the first time i having my grading [in this year]
i sir also felt shocked when he saw my membership card dun hav any grading record this year xD haiz.... pasieh nia~
so nervous -.- although it is just a normal grading, bt duno y i still felt very nervous ISH!
i dun like this feeling, annoying
duno y i feel phobia to the examination @.@
mayb i fall down b4 during the exam? so i lost all the confident in myself...
i still rmb the whole scene, when i was falling down, very UNEXPECTED!!
duno 2day gt how many ppl going to grading 2day? haha~
how? how? how?
i thk i better calm down b4 thgs bcome worse =)
wish me good luck ya ^^

tata~~~ [wait my good news ^^]

haiz~~ 2day's both subject also make me very pek chek >.<
firstly is the BI paper 2, the summary part hard like hell [duno wat it cakap @@]
bt i still push myself to do it la =]
n the literature part also very hard, especially the poem
'If' n 'The Road Not Taken' [poem]
'Looking for a Rain God' [short story]
the short story part nt prob, bt the main prob is the both poems >.<
especially it ask abt the meaning n definition -.-
ARGH! bt it over le 雨后天晴 ^^ haha~~

abt the chemistry leh..........
our chemistry teacher set the paper
1 word can describe - - -- - - - - - - - - ---- hard!
just hope can pass ^^


continue next day =)
miss! bye~

2day morning exam BC paper 1 @.@
i gt abundant of words duno hw to write bt i cover my weakness with some 名句精华 xD
write till like wan long pia le, luckily i still know hw to turn left haha...
luan luan write until 800+ words -.- OMG!!
写越多，错越多 >.<
hope ang kong 'popi~popi~' can gt 70/100 enuf le kakax~!
[y me so greedy de @.@]

after BC paper 1 is my favourite subject, ADD MATH!!
sadly i think my add.math this time cannot get high marks le T.T
bcoz i lost about 20 marks le, sad sad... tat means cannot A... =(
wat a waste =.=
while i'm trying to solve the questions, duno y felt headache
walao! i canot even concentrate along the exam, i can briefly see the questions using my 白眼 about 60% only xDD [those who gt watch Naruto will know wat i mean]
headache reli kills me! haiz... regreted to late slp yet wake up early [dun try tis at home]
argh... headache again.....
i thk i better go n hav a nap now @.@
sry all, reli gtg nw
will be continue the next day ^^

MISS ALL BYE!

2day's exam nt very hard [bcoz the hardest part haven't advent yet]
2day was sivik n PJ paper Zzz...
although it looks boring n useless bcoz it just have less weightage if comparing to others subjects =(
but we all also very 'pia' these two subjects... HAHA!
actually i can get high marks on my PJ paper, manatau i 4gt the very vital points >.<
it 'cost' me abt 2 marks!! ARGH~~ duno y i will 4gt these 2 points bt still can rmb 1 point =.=
regret!
abt sivik paper, just according to our common sense n some hard work [memeories]
a lot of ppl caused by the laziness to memories, so the gt 'sink' in the exam T.T
i dear friend, Mark
he tear his sivik questions paper [scary+funny]
he lost his mind i guess @.@
he said that the sivik paper is f**king hard
i also felt the sivik paper was hard! siao eh!
sivik should be a subject that can 'relax' xD
2mr going to have BM paper 1 n SEJ, 2 dangerous subjects

take care n miss~ ^^
continue 2mr...

finally i gt a little bit of time blogging >.<
really headache about my studies ARGH~~
tis few days just concentrate on my sej, add.math n chemistry only bt now only i noe some of the part in front i oredy 4gt it [especially add.math]
haiz~
still left 2 days to begin my little war, nervous? OFCOZ!
i dun have mood to study whenever the exam is approaching >.<
i admit i'm nt like eveyone in my class, they can study non-stop
i used 2 days to understand bt maybe they just need 1 day or less
i wish i able to give up whereas this is nt my style ^^
although i know i can't make really good this time, i will just do my best [as usual]
i'm still nt well prepared, all like about 60% only T.T
i reli envy those who oredy done their final HAHA!
as i noe, still left a few schools who are exam-ing or GOING to =X
this few days nothing special, ytd just go to my Taekwondo training
after gt some critics from my sir, finally i gt opportunity to change myself
bcoz i dun feel it's a disadvantage for me if my sir didn't alert me ^^ [THX]
my grading also between my exam, [hate]
y it will falls between my exammmmm.... wuwu~
since i gt about 5 friends going to the grading, so only i take the exam, haha...
if nt i manage to take it next year, whereas next year lagi dahsyat S~~P~~M~~
really hope exam will pass ASAP! it brings a lot of pressure to me recently
although it just 2 weeks time =(

2day my father is going to fetch us to botanical garden, jogging
bt he owez at the back 'curi ayam' de =X

i will going to have our [93 years] 6K class gathering next 2 weeks
ya, the first day after my exam YEAH!!
i really afraid something couldn't accomplish at the suppose fixed time
i can't go to her dancing competition, what a waste
i still rmb she tell me abt the competition since very early, abt 4~5 months ago
i thk i will be able to see her performing bt i duno her dancing competition will fall during exam [SORRY C.Y.]
her birthday is on the day b4 her competition, haha...
actually i'm thking wat should i give her as present, this year? or mayb the next year??
YA!! after the exam i will have time to give her the present myself xD [good idea!]
i hope my mum won't ask so much about my friend while i'm preparing the present stuff
as i had prepared the present's stuff, just need some time to 'join' it up =DD
ok lah~ till here i guess ^^

good luck to those who r still hacing their exam n happy (early) year end holidays to those who had finished their exam
bye!

2day can say cuti anot leh?
my school 2day form 5 n upper six graduation day >.<
all the classrooms locked up so we all cannot go inside...
the teacher also suggest us to stay at abode do own revision bcoz all the teacher also concentrate on the graduation function [sure very sien =P]
2day quite tired coz i slept 2day morning, haha...
then wake up at about 7.26am Zzz... dizzy~
so i decided to on9
hehex...
sadly nobody on9 except some of my friends, reli some only =(
this is the disadvantage to on9 early in the morning
so i checked my netlog, friendster, blog n also e-mail [bz]
haha... accidentally i saw something really nice at my friend's blog, noe wat?
it's a song, korean song [NICE!!]
i fall in love to the song the very first moment i hear it >.<
it sounds incredible ya, bt it's truth
the song is in 1 of the korean movie i guess, the name is
maybe u all can check up the song in the net, sure u will like it
that is a love story, so for sure this song also is a love song ^^
强力推荐!! kakax!

2day still raining
COLD~~~
as u all noe, i dun really like raining season >.<
it makes me uncomfortable~
haiz~~~~~
i can't stop repeating the song just now, addicted!
although i have no idea what it is saying about, bt the rhythm expressed what it want to say
amazing, love is an unknown
what is love? who know? @.@



better continue my studies now, maybe after a few days or after exam only will update ^^
miss ya~ bye!

exam reli make me crazy >.<
it makes me no mood in almost everythg nowadays, bcoz all inside my brain juz have....
BOOK!! BOOOOOOOK!! BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK!
-.-
stop here la ^^

TATA~